Regrets

If I had more control
you would still be here.
You would’ve kissed me once
and wanted more
and had a revelation
the next day
when I appeared
to impress your friends
with my charm and warmth
but said you’d see me
the next Saturday
and you would have
come with me
sat next to me again
in my holy space
and then spent the day
with me, exploring
another shrine
and who knows
how that story might
have ended?
Might not have ended
at all. You’d
still be sitting
with me today,
oh God I miss you today,
if only
I hadn’t lost
myself in you.

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