Courage, Empathy, Healing, Heartbreak, Journeys, Love, Pain, Questions

Instinct

No, I’m not over you.
I’m still heartbroken
still miss you as much
as I have from the moment
you decided
I was dangerous
unstable
someone you couldn’t
live with, anymore,
someone who would hurt you
one day
and needed to go
now. So
why did I do what I said
I couldn’t?
I have no idea.
It was instinct
the only thing
that stopped my sobbing
gave me some peace
for some unknown reason.
All I know is
it needed to be done
so I did it
but I’m heartbroken still
and miss you more
than I should.

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