Heartbreak, Love, Pain, Questions, Regret

Hate

I’ve heard it said
that the opposite
of Love
is indifference not
Hate
because with hate
a bond still exists
and neglect hurts more.

Lucky me, I have both
I get to compare
do I prefer the hate
that drove him
to banish me and mine
from his sight
or is the complete
indifference now

Worse, more piercing
knowing that I still
Love
and he no longer cares
even enough to Hate?
No, I’m lying to myself
now. He still
hates me.

Just imagine his reaction
if he were to see me
again, or
find me bleeding
into his world.
The hate is worse.
With indifference
I wouldn’t have to hide.

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